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I'm leavinggggggg =) [15 Mar 2005|06:22pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Yeah,New livejournal.Since I've had this one for over a year.


Add Me.<3

young hearts should explode.

Photobucket [15 Mar 2005|02:59pm]
This is a test post from Photobucket.com
young hearts should explode.

[04 Sep 2004|12:11am]
Happy Birthday to Me. =D
12 think young hearts should explode.

Friends Only...Because People Suck. [06 Aug 2004|12:22am]
[ mood | cranky ]

This journal is now Friends Only,because of some people who shall remain nameless.Comment if you'd like to be added,and I might add you back,if you're lucky.=P.
32 think young hearts should explode.

[06 Aug 2004|12:21am]
I'm cleaning out my friends list.If you want to be added again,just comment in the next entry. <33
6 think young hearts should explode.

[05 Aug 2004|09:18pm]
Hey guys..I'm part of a street team that gets to go to free shows,and even gets paid for passing out swag sometimes! If you're interested in doing it PLEASE go to this website. http://vacuumcore.com/formgen/forms/form1.html and fill out this application.You don't even have to follow through with it if you don't want to,and you don't have to go to every single show,only the ones you want to.Even if you don't want to,you could help me out by just filling out the form.=P.For referred by just put my email.
( smilelikeyoucarex13@yahoo.com )
Thanks for your time!

young hearts should explode.

=) [02 Aug 2004|08:13pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Okay,I figure I've procrastinated enough...

My birthday party is Saturday,August 14.
2 pm - 6 pm
At the Hubbard Park Bandshell in Meriden.
There will be 2 or 3 bands playing.
There will also be a Henna Artist,giving out 1 free Henna tattoo to each person that is at my party.


Just let me know if you're coming.Even if I already know.Thanks.

PS-One of the bands that will be playing there is Age of Anchors.They're real cool guys.

www.ageofanchors.com < check 'em out and lemme know what you think.
23 think young hearts should explode.

[01 Aug 2004|12:02am]
[ mood | excited ]

I fell asleep at like,5 this morning.Then my sister wakes me up at 8,asking to take my camera.But I wouldn't let her because MYCHEMICALROMANCE is tomorrow night.Even though I dunno if cameras are allowed in Toads?Anyways.Then I went back to sleep till 12,when my other sister woke me up,and persuaded me to help her move stuff and lend her 30 bucks.30 bucks which I had to take out of my lip piercing money.But,'I'll get it back by Monday.' Yeah,right.Anyways.So we ate lunch then dropped Devon off in New Britain.He says 'mami' a lot.=/.Then we went to Beckie's house and spent at least 5 hours moving stuff down 3 fucking flights of stairs.It was so hot and gross.We had to take trips from her house,in Wallingford,to my house,in Meriden.It sucked.So,I spent my whole day in Wallingford.Moving shit up and down 3 flights of steep stairs,in the hot hot weather.We were going to go swimming,in Hamden,afterwards..but,of course,as soon as we got done...it was cool out.&$#^$@.So then I came home,took a cold shower,and Lindsey came over.<33.We took so many pictures,I shall post them tomorrow.

young hearts should explode.

[31 Jul 2004|01:56am]
[ mood | thirsty ]


Okay.Sorry.Had to get that out.=D.I'm so happy.

Tonight Beckie moved most of her shit in.I got a papasan chair out of the deal.It's super cool.I love it.And I cleared off the desk thing my TV is on,and went through my CDs and Books.I found some funny CDs.LFO all the way.8).

My throat is really,really,really itchy and it sucks balls.


7 think young hearts should explode.

[30 Jul 2004|12:38pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I'm really,really sick.I keep having sneezing fits and my eyes are almost shutting.I didn't fall asleep until 430 this morning,and the only reason I fell asleep was because I took like 6 pills of some shit.I woke up at 8 and tried to go back to sleep and i kept falling asleep for like..5 minute periods until 11 when i finally gave up.

On Wednesday I went for a walk with Lindsey,up and down Paddock Ave. and it was insane.Guys kept honking and yelling stuff at us.One guy even pulled over,'cause he thought Lindsey was Rachel.We thought one guy was Tony,but I guess it wasn't.

Yesterday I woke up and showered and did my hair and me and Kyle went to visit Jocey.It was great.Then we decided to go swimming at Kyle's house,so we came back here so I could get my bathing suit ( even though I couldn't find it so I had to go in a bra and wife beater ) and then went to Kyle's.After we went swimming we just watched Room Raiders.That's a good show.So then Kyle dropped me off,and like an hour later he picked me up again 'cause we have no lives.So we went to the mall,and I got upset because I thought Dani was mad at me.Then we left and went to Kyle's house.On the way there,I saw Beckie.I was pointing at her and she was like 'who the hell is that?' Then she figured out it was me and honked a bunch of times and yelled 'KRISSYYYY!!!'.Then we went to Kyle's house..and his brother was drunk watching Strong Bad Emails.So we watched a few,then he left to bring me home 'cause he had plans to get drunk and go duckpin bowling.So he brought me to Friendly's so I could get ice cream for my mother.Then I got home and Beckie and Devon and Jessi were all in the living room so I just sat on the floor and hung out with them for a little while.Then I took the dog for a walk,came home,and me and Ash went for a walk.We were planning on going to the hospital,but there were people outside of the Albert's house,and we hate people..and didn't want to walk by them,so we just went to the corner.Then I came home,got really upset,watched Conan..IN HIS UNDIES!!!!!,and then took another walk.The End.

I'm planning on staying home today because I feel like dying.

Oh yeah,Seth,thanks for telling me to listen to Franz Ferdinand.=D <33

young hearts should explode.

[28 Jul 2004|02:01pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Whoa,Photobucket changed.Crazy.

and the sun's always rising,in the sky somewhere..Collapse )

11 think young hearts should explode.

[27 Jul 2004|06:31pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today is alright.Except I've had way too much to eat.After I woke up I made some tuna,and ate 2 sandwiches.=X.Then I went to Lindsey's for like,only an hour.Her and her mother were in love with my hair.=).And hers was silkyyyy.We watched one episode of Bobby's World<3 then i had to leave.=(.So I got home,cleared up my floor so my mother could vaccum(i don't know how to spell that =/ ) it,(i was all set to vaccum it,then she nearly chopped my head off because it's a 'new $500 vaccum' and apparently i'm too horrible to use it.Why the hell would you waste $500 on a VACCUM anyways?Psh.)So then I took the dog for a walk..then I came home and ate some raviolis.=X.THEN I started making dinner.I made some rice a roni(mmmm) then some corn,and I breaded the chicken and whatnot.Except I wouldn't cook the chicken,'cause last time I did that I got a bad burn.=/.So then I just ate rice a roni and corn.=X.Now,I'm really full. =(.I'm planning to meet Ash at the corner at 8:15,and I'm really hoping it doesn't rain.

Oh yeah,I might post pictures.If you want me to.;)

And,I forgot to mention,my mother's car got towed today.Because it wouldn't start so they towed it down to Hamden.Greattttt.

8 think young hearts should explode.

[27 Jul 2004|02:25am]
My hair....it's short.Real short.=/.I still like it though.<3
6 think young hearts should explode.

[25 Jul 2004|03:52pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

I read somebodies livejournal earlier,and it was a part of a magazine about hilary duff.i then realized that i forgot to show this to you all.i think.=/

I drew this on yahoo.That's me on the left,and hilary duff on the right.

Strong Bad<333

The black and white homepage thing is my favorite one.

I'm really hungry.I hope my mother and sister get back from the grocery store soon.
26 think young hearts should explode.

don't you feed me lies,about some idealistic future..<3 [24 Jul 2004|11:58pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Today I kind of did nothing.

I was supposed to go to work with my mother so I could get my hair cut.But NOO.I woke up early,and she had left already!She forgot about me.I'm so loved.So now I'm stuck with my hair,until further notice.

So I sat on my ass all day,on homestarrunner.com.I love that website.Strong Bad<33.And I got the secret Strong Bad beginning page thingy!!=D!I was so happy.Anyways.Then I got in the shower,got ready,and talked to Lindsey and Justin Patton on 3 way for like 15 minutes trying to decide what movie to see.Then we left and picked Lindsey up.We got to the movies and saw Justin Patton.We got our tickets and Lindsey was afraid to go past the black guy that takes the tickets (the creepy one =/)because of her incident with her annoying-ass-friends when they went to see I,Robot.It was funny.We saw Spiderman 2.It wasn't supposed to be funny,but of course me and Lindsey were like cracking up the whole entire time.<3.Justin Patton looks the same way he did in 5th grade.Weird.

I have this habit..of biting my lip.And it's not so much biting,but I like,peel the top layer of skin off of it.I don't know it's weird..but I just do that until it starts bleeding.It feels so odd,and I love it.Then usually I eat something with salt so it burns.I love that feeling.It really hurts,but I love it so much.I think that's the best feeling ever..
I'm a freak,but Kyle does the same thing.

Now I think I'm going to play hopscotch and then go to sleep.

6 think young hearts should explode.

[24 Jul 2004|11:34am]

Adopt your own Old Skool Adoptable!
young hearts should explode.

[23 Jul 2004|04:35pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

So yesterday I went to Six Flags with Kyle,Kevin(Kyle's brother),Lyndsi(Kyle's sister),and Sebastian(Lyndsi's boyfriend.).It was supposed to be just me and Kyle..but..yeah.It was amazing.Even though I didn't win anything.(I didn't play any games though)and even though KYLE TALKED TO THE OLD LADY!I was really pissed off.=(.But still,Thank You Kyle.<33.

Either Tuesday or Wednesday (I can't remember =/ ) I cleaned my room.Ho.ly.Shit.I can't remember the last time I saw the floor.It's great and hopefully it'll stay like this.

Today,I am hoping for my hair to be cut.It's been put off long enough,and I want it so goddamn bad.When my mother gets home,she said she is going to call and make an appointment.Hopefully it's by Peggy and not some hair place because last time I went to a hair place I said I wanted 1 inch off and they took like 5 off and made me look like a goddamn boy.

I really hope I am still going to the MyChemicalRomance<3,Senses Fail,The Bled show on August 1.If I don't,I am going to fucking die.

And,I hope I get to go to Warped.They're going to have so many good bands there.I'm really looking forward to seeing Coheed and Camrbia,and Avenged Sevenfold (and obviously MyChemicalRomance).Mmmm.

Kevin thinks MCR sucks.=(.THEY DO NOT SUCK.<3.

Yeah that's it..It just started raining so I think I might go outside.

4 think young hearts should explode.

[23 Jul 2004|01:50pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I don't want to be like this again.I just don't know what the hell to do.I can't do anything to let my emotions out,because apparently that's extremely horrible of me to do.

Oh yeah I took this thing.

Borderline:Very High
Avoidant:Very High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

2 think young hearts should explode.

[20 Jul 2004|01:47pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

Well let's see..lots has happened since I updated..nothing really interesting though..

On Friday I kinda got drunk.=/My mom woke me up at 9 so I could say bye to Steve 'cause he left at like 915.So I said goodbye to him and hugged him and stuff.I was really sad.Then I made a bagel and I was sooo tired,so I went back to sleep.Then at like 12 I woke up to Kyle walking in my room and it scared me SO much.'Cause before I fell asleep I was watching Unsolved Mysteries (i love that show =D)and I was having a dream I was being kidnapped.Then I wake up and see him and I literall jumped off my bed.lol.So then we watched TV for a little bit and then we went outside with Gina and sat at the picnic table.I painted my nails with this really cool stuff that changes colors when you move your hands.=D.Then we played cards and i kicked his ass.8).So then he left 'cause he had work..and I decided to go inside and make a drink.I didn't think it was going to get me drunk but it did.=/.I mixed a cup of hawaiian punch and vodka..and it was really good.So I drank it and it kinda happened instantly.=/.I think it was 'cause I only had a bagel to eat all day..so it went through me fast.At least that's what Kyle said.lol.So I was on the phone with Lindsey telling her how much I loved her..and the next day she told me what I was saying.haha.Then I ate a lot of chips and kind of puked them up =/.And I called Lindsey back just to tell her that.lol.It wasn't real puke though..just..potato chip mush.lol.Then I attempted to call Kyle's cell phone and leave him a message 'cause he was at work..but instead I got some guy..and I told him what was going on and he just talked to me.haha.So then I don't remember what happened and I woke up at like 9 and my mother accused me of drinking a beer and smoking marlboro's.Even though I didn't.So then I just went back to sleep.

Saturday I went to go see Anchorman with Kyle..I think.Then we went to the park and played for like and hour.Either Saturday or Sunday I babysat for a while..then Sunday night I went to Kyle's to watch The Butterfly Effect.That was a good movie.Then yesterday I went down to my grandparent's house with Beckie.It was pretty cool.Even though I had to eat ALL my spaghetti.We washed Beckie's car in the drive way and all these old guys were driving by looking at us and it sucked.=/.Then one old guy made a comment to me and whistled.Bleh.Then I went home with Jessi and we talked and stuff and we went to her house to bring the rest of her stuff here..because oh yeah she moved back in.Because the house she was living in she can't live in anymore because there was some broken suage pipe in their front yard and i guess it was unhealthy and they're going to court with the landlord because it's been that way for like the last 3 people that lived there.And Beckie is moving back in because of some situation with her rent always being late because of Timmy.So yeah,Jessi and Beckie are moving back home..=/.That's cool,'cause they both have jobs so I still get till 5 to myself.And I like hanging out with them.


Sooo yeah.That's it really..Oh yeah I watched this movie called Tart.I liked it a lot.


And that's it.I have to go make the list for people to invite to my birthday party thing.=/.I don't really even wanna have it.But whatever.



2 think young hearts should explode.

= / [13 Jul 2004|03:30am]
[ mood | creative ]

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

I kind of really don't want to see the answers to this..But I'm bored.And I want to know what people think.So,answer.Or else.

11 think young hearts should explode.

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